Life has a funny way of catching us off guard, stealing the breath from our lungs and leaving us wondering, "Why Me?" That's exactly what I said when the wheels on my bus decided to fall off and come back for seconds. Life decided to preform a WWE move on me, KO-ing me straight to the face, along with other places. Follow me through the last 3 years of my life. I will take you to a place that you won't even believe is real life. I will walk you through some of the worst days and best days I have ever had. There will be blood, sweat and tears, literally. There will be unsolicited motivational quotes, life quotes I found to be extremely helpful, unsought advice and even a touch of humor, at least my attempt at it. There will be curse words. Sometimes the only way to properly explain something is with an F-Bomb. I cried, laughed and screamed while writing this. I unpacked the medical trauma and put it away. It was cleansing in more way than one. The weight has been lifted from my shoulders and I truly hope it can help you in the same way. If you followed @Mer032511, my TikTok journey, it will be the guide to put all of the puzzle pieces together so that my story will make better sense to you. If you didn't you are still more than willing to join the community I have built. We are LGBTQIA+, Diverse, Medically disabled with chronic illness, and overall the black sheep. We know how it feels to need someone who is there, who wants to love us and cares. We love you.