For 17 years of my life I have always been tall and or a big kid for my age, hence the "giant" and sometimes the bigger you are, people like your family members don't expect you to have a lot of feeling towards things. In my daily life, I've been able to express my emotions a lot better. That really helped me when I went from happy, hopeful, and carefree to distraught because a sudden change from socializing outside, playing with friends, visiting family, dancing in practice, and planning for trips for this summer to a quarantine. I'm being in quarantine with no idea of how bad things were about to get with friends, family, and the world! I have never been on punishment for something I didn't do for 30 Days. So of course, I had so many emotions. Well here is how I gently deal with my many emotions/faces during this pandemic and crisis of my time called COVID-19.