This is a true story that could change your life, ... and death. What would happen if an atheist visited the afterlife? A spiritual awakening like no other. *Winner of 1st Place in the NYC Big Book Awards 2022/2023 (Spirituality) *Winner of 1st Place/Gold Medal in Dan Poynter's Global E-book Awards 2022/2023 (Spirituality/Metaphysics) *Winner of the Gold Medal in Readers' Views, Reader Choice Awards 2022/2023 (Best Classics-Spirituality) *Winner of the Bronze Medal in Readers' Favorite, Int. Book Awards 2022 (Best Non-Fiction-Spirituality/Supernatural) *Named to the Top 100 Best Notable Indie Books of 2022 by Shelf Media Group's, Shelf Unbound Publication *Named a Finalist in the Book Excellence Awards 2022 (Spirituality) *Named a Semi-Finalist in Publishers Weekly BookLife Prize Awards 2022 (Spirituality) *Named a Finalist in the 17th National Indie Excellence Book Awards 2022 (Spirituality) Once an atheist, now an Intuitive, Clairvoyant, developing Medium, follow one man's lifelong, extreme, transformation in this multifaceted memoir, which brings you through a life filled with trauma, death, denial, personal development, paranormal experiences, spiritual gifts, true love, and triumph, in his search for peace and happiness. Embark on a journey as he transforms from an unswerving atheist into one who is certain of an afterlife. The book includes the details of his experiencing death firsthand (NDE) in which he describes his death as the best day of his life. This event sparked a journey spanning many years of researching the science of life, death, the afterlife, energy, consciousness, quantum physics, metaphysics, and pursuing the development of his intuitive abilities. Skills that he says anyone can develop and utilize for their own personal wellbeing. As each paranormal event unfolds, you will be able to follow them in real time. Each story is taken directly from Ray's personal journal and written with humility, sarcasm, and some humor. Although the subject matter may be quite serious and a little gritty at times, it is the author's wish that, those who can relate to having similar types of traumatic experiences, learn that regardless of your past, nothing can stop you from achieving your future goals and ultimately finding love and peace. This book takes you from the very beginning of this realization and through the events that transpired, for him to learn and accept the laws of the universe, and the fact that they were undeniably real. Although the book discusses metaphysical and paranormal activity, this story at its core is about the pursuit of happiness, love, and enlightenment when the odds are significantly stacked against one of having any of that. These books deal with adult subject matter and language that may not be suitable for all readers. They are not intended to be Religious in any way, nor do they support or denounce any forms of organized religion, overall.