""A collection of poetry encapsulating the life, loves and moments of madness of a thirty something mother. Wading through memories of an easier, rose-tinted view of life, to the downright dirty, messy shit-storming trials of managing the mental load of adulting. Poetry which sets out to give a humbling, yet magical outlook on what it is to be a parent all whilst battling postnatal anxiety and depression. Themes of love and loss, parenting, memories and the unrest felt when you live aa life with unresolved trauma. """"To live would be an awfully big adventure,"""" said J.B. Barrie, and to that I concur. The simple adventure lying dormant; resting and awaiting the return to the Mothership.""