In "Pretty Useless- My Time as an American Soldier," I chronicle a journey that begins with a sense of patriotic duty and evolves into a quest for personal meaning amidst chaos. I share my experiences traveling across oceans, leaving behind the familiar comforts of home to step foot onto foreign lands that, at times, felt like another planet. As I navigated through the cultural shock and the harsh realities of military life, I found myself wondering about the impact I was truly making. I detail the grueling routine, the bonds formed with fellow soldiers, and the encounters that left indelible marks on my psyche. Amidst the struggles, I also tell of the tender moments where I realized the value of human connection. Despite the external adversities and against all odds, began creating a family that became my sanctuary. My autobiography is not just a tale of military exploits but a candid reflection on how, in the pursuit of serving my country, I was also searching for a deeper sense of self. The memoir encapsulates the irony of feeling utterly useless in a role that was supposed to epitomize purpose and valor. Ultimately, I offer an unflinching look at the inner conflicts that haunt many who serve, and the poignant realization that sometimes, finding one's place in the world is the most formidable battle of all. Through "Pretty Useless," I invite readers to walk in the boots of an American soldier whose journey is as much about inner discovery as it is about fighting for one's nation.