This poignant memoir of a midwestern woman illustrates powerful memories of her childhood and early adulthood. She suffered unimaginable abuse at the hands of her parents and their friends, and with the help of intensive therapy, and journaling, she is able to call the memories to the forefront, acknowledge them, and deal with the depth and horror she endured. Olivia's journals are transcribed here in their original words, to paint a vivid portrait of her life that lead to a lifetime of struggle and heartache. Only now, in her golden years, is Olivia able to share the intimate details of the terrible acts of abuse, neglect, and exploitation forced upon her from her earliest years. Her journals were the keys she used to unlock a better future for herself, where she found love, sanity, and an extraordinary and purposeful life.Contains graphic scenes of abuse, torture, and crimes