Have you ever wondered as a child why you were wonderfully created? What's your purpose in life? Were you abused...physically...mentally....emotionally....sexually...and wish that the day you were born had never taken place? Life can be cruel and life can be kind, this is a true story of both. When life is one big adventure and you never know what's going to be around the next bend, how you face it and how you work your way through it determines who you become. When you get slammed onto the ground until you and the dirt become one, it's time to rise up and be determined to press on and not allow the circumstances and/or the people around you paint your future. We have a choice to make who we will serve, what our priorities will be in life and in what order to put them in. This is my story of how I was abused faced obstacle after obstacle and refused to give in or give up. What I wanted most in life was one simple thing....to be loved....not just told I was loved...showed and treated as such. I wanted to know that I meant something....to somebody. God loves us more than any human possibly can, this journey brought me to a place where I surrendered it all to Him and He showed me a Love that is beyond words! One that will never fade away or get old; one that is heartfelt and gives an inner peace like none other. This is a book of love, of hope, of pain, of healing, of betrayal, of murder, heartbreak, determination, fun and laughter. It tells of my stupidity, my many mistakes and times of triumph, times of losing everything and gaining the world. Real life in a nutshell, and only memories shared with God's approval. God asked me to write this book for a reason, what that reason is I don't know, hopefully it'll do some good for a few people out there who need it the most....welcome to my world!