Perfect for fans of All the Bright Places, this heartbreaking #OwnVoices debut from Pamela Varnado will have you reaching for tissues and cheering for the bravery we find inside. For sixteen-year-old Grace Madison, life can't get any worse--until it does. High school sucks. She's battling family drama. And the lyrics to her original songs are shriveling inside her. Shattered, Grace makes plans to embrace the one thing most people fear most, or are even prepared to handle.In the meantime, she sets out to prove the reasons for her decision are sound. Will her journey through a maze of distorted thoughts and experiences, an unexpected yet mind-blowing kiss, and a shocking encounter with her mother lead to a place of self-discovery ... or self-destruction?