Is it possible to drown while walking on dry land? To struggle to breathe even though you get up each morning and live your life?I landed my dream job, have a great apartment, and I still keep in touch with my best friend...even though he lives hundreds of miles away. I have a lot going for me. Life is supposed to be great.It doesn't matter that I have to take an anti-depressant everyday or see a therapist every other week. It doesn't matter that I refuse to drive anywhere. The wreck that ruined everything I had is almost a distant memory. Almost. But now I have two men in my life and both of them make me forget my fears. Two men who want to be with me and I could easily love them both. Two men I never thought I'd have the chance to be with but the world has decided I deserve two second chances. And I feel like I'm drowning...with two feet on the ground. "His hungry mouth consumes everything from me. All of my emotions. When he pulls away, I don't know what to feel. What to want. Who to want." - Let The Waves Come In **This is book one in the Matthews Brothers duet. It is a standalone, HEA novel. This book contains adult content, adult language, and sexual situations. It is meant for adult readers only.**