This book is based on my journey so far. It begins with an adventurous lad and a caring nurse who end up conceiving a baby girl born out of tragedy. This story follows the childhood and teenage years of Amber Brown and highlights the complexities of trauma, physically, emotionally and spiritually. Drawing you into the mind of, at first, a very troubled and confused little girl to a young lady who is determined to find true love, inner peace and whether her memories are real. She needs to find someone who believes her. To answer her heart's yearning to know, "Is this for Real?" There is a very fine line between truth and fiction. With its many twists and turns, this story will compel you into the world of trauma and also some light-hearted adventures of a teenager escaping into the world of fantasy to escape her reality.