Imagine waking up one day different. You can't explain it, but something just isn't right. One minute you're happy and the next sad. One moment you're loving and the next angry. The voices you hear, the different moods you experience and the sad looks in people's eyes makes you wonder if you're losing your mind. For Savannah Graft, she's been dealt some heavy blows in her lifetime, but has managed to overcome them. Now, happily married to her husband, Pastor Shane Graft, mother to Kennedi and Baby Shane, First Lady of Victory Temple and the owner of SG Graphics; life is good. Until one morning, she woke up different. She isn't herself, yet she can't see it. She recognizes something is wrong, but she can't explain it. All she knows and continually says, I'm not crazy. Truthfully, she isn't she's depressed. In this book, we begin a conversation to peel back the layers of postpartum depression, in the home and in the church. Although this is a work of fiction, every day somebody is dealing with the effects of mental illness and depression. In the church they tell you to pray and fast more. In the world, people say you'll be okay, but how do they know. Read Savannah's story to see if she finally admits to needing help or will she continually hide from fear of herself, judgment or ridicule.