This book consists of the many different feelings that I felt with the passing of my husband. I thought that my life was over. He left me to fend for myself, and at one point I hated him for that. I felt lost, alone, and confused. Believe me no one knows how difficult things get unless they go through it. The easiest of things become so difficult to do. I needed him to just hold my hand to make it all better, and felt that if he did I could survive and accomplish many things. That's how I came up with the title of this book, "Hold My Hand rough It All". My husband was and still is my everything. I know that I will see him again in heaven one day. It doesn't matter what you do, if God wants you He will take you. My husband was a strong believer of that. If anything, "dream as if you'll live forever, and live as if you'll die today." What I'm saying is to make every moment of everyday living count. Remember that you may not have tomorrow to say, "I love you".