A constant battle in my head turned into a war about life in general. Questioning every detail on who I am. Realizing after fourteen years I had no clue who I was or where I was going. Running from life instead of embracing reality. Truth is that I knew I had all these qualities, though fear stood in the way of really just letting me express myself. So like in everyone's life I had to look in the mirror and ask is this all that life is? I found out the answer to my questions, with the inspiration that music, poetry, helping others, and being real about how I felt was the turning point of my life. Through my trials and tribulations I stumbled upon how to really be alive.