This is the story of how God took a black man with an evil dark heart and washed him in the red blood of the Lamb Jesus Christ and made him a child of God. Now I am by no means perfect, but I am his favorite. There are over seven billion people on this planet, and God loves me the most. I encourage all my readers to put their name there. You are also his favorite, and he loves you the same way. For you see, man tries to put limits on a God that has no limits in what he can do. I encourage you to realize that God loves you more than anyone else. When you get that concept, you realize how he feels about each and every one of us. So today, I know God loves himself some Nate Wideman. Looking back is a lot different than looking forward. It was December 23, 2007, when God sent the Holy Spirit into my heart to affect a change in my life. At the time, I was filled with fear and anxiety because I did not know what God was doing! Today I realize everything that we want in life is on the other side of fear. Afterward, when I realized what had happened, I was filled with joy and amazement. A prayer uttered later was Jesus please don't ever leave me. As I meditated, Jesus answered and said, "I will never leave you, Son," but He cautioned me with the fact that the devil isn't going to leave me either.