This is a true story that made me question my worth as a mother, a grandmother, and as a person. When our daughter lost her precious baby boy 'Ethan' at 22 weeks and then a couple of weeks later we found out our son and his wife were pregnant the news threw me into a pit of emotions. I could not find the complete happiness for them because the grief of our loss was so overwhelming to me. This did not happen once in our family but twice........twice our daughter lost babies and twice our son and daughter-in-law found out they were expecting within weeks of each other. I knew I had the happiness for our son within me but I felt I was being disloyal to our daughter