This book is about the turbulent trek of one woman, as a toddler, teen and a tormented adult, who wrote her blueprint and lived her life in order to ultimately, learn her lessons-but did she? Having been brought up in a strict Catholic environment where physical affection was not shown, Lee looked for love in all the wrong places. At sixteen and a virgin, her boyfriend's brother raped her. Was this the reason she went on to having three marriages, two of which could be described as disastrous, and four children by four different fathers? At twenty years of age she fell in love with a married man, and longed for him for almost half her lifetime. Lee blames no one but herself for the traumas that transpired over her lifetime and thanks God for her life today.