The Author has lived a life full of challenges, from being paralyzed, to knowing what a miracle healing feels like, from hearing a voice sent from God, to having to watch his daughter pass away, from wanting someone dead, to understanding how to forgive, and to have done so many things poorly, but being so blessed and realizing it. He is still a work in progress! This is a colourful but intensely personal recall of his journey of life, with elation and awe, shock and horror, unimaginable tragedy and grief, along with the lessons he learned along the way. This book recalls what life threw at him and his family, how he made it through, but felt he never deserved the family, love and success he was blessed with. Everyone is given the opportunities to make right or wrong decisions throughout their lives, and hopefully this book will help to paint a clearer picture, to help others at the crossroads they will face in their lives. The proceeds from this book will go to Charities; JAAJA'S HOME OF ANGELS in Uganda, an orphanage that continues to rescue, care for, and teach children that have no one. Started in 2010, they have worked to build housing, farming, a playground, a nursery school, and a primary school on their property. SUMMIT PACIFIC COLLEGE, to a bursary that helps students with the cost of their Christian based learning and training, that will equip them to help others around the world.